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LORD,

Take away fear

Take away the fear of failure

Take away the fear of rejection

Take away the fear of loneliness

Take away the fear of insignificance

Take it all away

please…

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On repeat…good thing my roommate is away for a month on his rotation

Thoughts and Happenings of a medical student

- Entering the hospital before the sun comes up and going home after the sun goes down is depressing…

- Many times I find myself asking why…

- I saw Tetralogy of Fallot, Total Anomalous Pulmonary Venous Return, and a double SVC all wrapped up in one little newborn on ECMO.  I dare you to find a more complicated congenital heart disease.  And yes, only you medical students will appreciate this.  The newborn probably won’t make it…

- I can barely handle four days of night float.  I don’t know how I’m going to handle 28-hour shifts every four days as a resident…

- I’ve passed out in front of roughly 80% of all my attendings, we’ll see how that reflects on my grade report…

- One of my interns is mad cute…haha…too bad she’s married…

- There is a girl with what is called anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis.  Have you ever seen the exorcist?  Well, then you can imagine how this girl acts in her room…

- Can you imagine me as an ER doctor?  An Asian George Clooney if you will…

- My attending in the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit is this Chinese lady (I think she’s Chinese…she looks Chinese) who’s mad freaking smart.  But she looks like a mix between Elmo and Bert.  I have to try so hard not to laugh when I look at her…

- I saw my first death in the hospital.  I saw a mother watch her son die.  A parent shouldn’t have to watch their child die…

- Pediatrics is not for me…

- That’s it.

Forget K-pop star

It’s raining men…all up in The Voice (of Korea)

NO WAY

awesome

THIS KID IS SICK NASTYYYYYYYYYYYY

Watch him go crazy from 2:25 on

His Skrillex remix is mad good too

Why I’m short

“In most cases, obesity stimulates statural growth and leads to tall stature for age…Obesity typically advances bone age and leads to early puberty.”


Shouldn’t have eaten so many big macs and chicken nuggets as a kid..damnit

A father?

Today was my very first day of rotations

Today I started in Pediatrics in the Newborn Nursery

Today I held my very first newborn

Today, while holding this newborn, I had a flashforward(?) to my future as a father

Today I freaked out

Today I realized that parenthood can wait

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I really want my firstborn to be a girl.  I want her to greet me at the door and jump into my arms when I come home from a tired day at work.  I want to dress her in 한복’s and parade her around the other church parents so they become jealous of how pretty she is.  I want to threaten and crush the courage of all the little boys that try and win her over.  I want her to take care of her younger brother and soften him up while I harden him into a man.  God, please let my daughter be pretty.  You can make all my sons butt ugly but let my daughter be pretty.

I’m too sucked into 해를품은달…

“Do not measure the love of God for you by how much health, wealth, and comfort He brings into your life…Measure the love of God for you by how much of himself He gives you to know and enjoy through it all”

- excerpt from John Piper sermon -